The Purple Moose Gazette: Lost

September 01, 2005

Lost

It is weird. I am busy - have lots of things to do - and yet, I find myself un-busy with nothing to do. Does that even make sense????

Feel like I should be doing something but find that I cannot concentrate properly to do the things that I COULD be doing. And, no, I don't think THAT makes any sense, either.

I find myself checking several email addresses - and wonder if the folks who normally email me on a daily basis are just sitting back feeling the same emptiness and wonder as I am feeling.

What to do? What next? whosiswhatsiswhensis, etc.

Simply put

lost

p.s.

thank you all so much - and you all know who you are -

Posted by Purplemoose at September 1, 2005 01:15 PM

Comments

Aunt B, Uncle A,

I wish I could be there for all of you today. My love and tears are with you, even if bodily I am still in TX.

Sending G on up, and not being able to come to, is one of the hardest, heartbreaking things I have ever done. We miss you all so much and really wish we could do more.

love you

Posted by: Theresia at September 1, 2005 03:17 PM

Barbara, I think you just do what you can as you can and let the rest slide. Besides being there for your daughter and her family, you need to take care of yourself, too. And if that means just "being" for a while, so be it. You are in my prayers.

Posted by: Skatemom at September 2, 2005 06:23 AM

Maybe part of your feeling of lost, is your feeling of LOSS! you are greiving with your daughter, but you have to be the one to take charge. You dont have time to sit back and greive for your own feeling of loss.

been there.

Posted by: mary lou at September 2, 2005 10:22 AM